NEXT SCENE...MAY 1980...I WALK INTO MY BEDROOM AND INTUITIVELY BEGIN TO SEARCH FOR SOMETHING OR SOMEONE ...I TURN OFF THE RADIO AND PLACE IT ON A SHELF AT THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ROOM...FOUR IN THE MORNING I AWAKE...MY RADIO IS UNDER MY PILLOW AND IS PLAYING SOME SONG ABOUT GOD KNOWS WHAT...I IMMEDIATELY SAY TO GOD THAT HE'S GOT THE WRONG SONG...IT STOPS AND ENTERS ANOTHER , CONCERNED WITH NOTHING BUT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE...AND THERE IS SOMEONE WITH ME...I IDENTIFY HIM AS AN ANGEL...HE VANISHES...BUT HIS ENERGY IS STILL THERE...I CRY AND FALL BACK ASLEEP .
I SOMEHOW GET THE SUSPICION THAT EVERYTHING IN LIFE IS TO PREPARE US FOR THE NEXT...THE PROBLEM IS...WE FUCK IT UP AND WE PERPETUALLY HAVE TO GO THROUGH THE SAME THING AGAIN AND AGAIN .
I DID NOT FUCK THIS ONE UP !!!
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