AFTER WORKING FULL TIME FOR THREE SUMMERS...1978 TO 1980...I SPENT THE NEXT SIX , ESSENTIALLY , BEING THERE THE LAST WEEK OF THE SEASON...AND IT WAS PERFECT...PEACE , HARMONY...BUILDING BRIDGES...ALL THAT SHIT... ) RIGHT UNTIL THE SUMMER OF 1987...THAT WOULD BE MY "WATERLOO"...BIG FUCKING TURDS FALLING FROM THE SKY RIGHT OUT OF THE BOOK OF "REVELATION" .
BUT THAT IS NOT WHAT FUCKED ME UP...WHAT FUCKED ME UP WAS HOW EASILY THINGS CHANGED...I MEAN...NOTHING HAPPENED...NOBODY DID ANYTHING...NO SCANDAL...NOBODY HIT ANYBODY...ONE PERSON DIDN'T LIKE YOUR TRULY AND THE COMPLEXION OF THE SUMMER CRUMBLED LIKE DOPE COOKIES IN THE MOUTHS OF CHEECH AND CHONG...( THE RUMORS ARE TRUE...THEY DO PUFF UP ON OCCASION ) .
I SIMPLY SAT DOWN...AND I COULD'NT GET BACK UP...IT WAS LIKE SUDDENLY EVERYTHING ROTTEN I FEARED MAY BE TRUE CONCERNING THE HUMAN SPECIES...CAME TRUE RIGHT IN FRONT OF MY EYES...FOR LESS THAN A BOWL OF SOUP , MY LOVE AND KINDNESS WERE SOLD LIKE RUBBERS TO A HORNY TEENAGER .
AND WHO SHOULD BE THERE RIGHT BESIDE ME ??? ( I HAVE SEEN THIS BEFORE )...THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WHOLE FUCKING MESS THAT HAD THE RIGHT TO POINT ANY FINGER AT ME OR MY IMAGINARY POODLE...ONCE AGAIN...ANYONE NAMED MCKAY...SHINED LIKE THE NORTHERN LIGHTS AT A MIDNIGHT HOG CALLING CONTEST .
THE GEOGRAPHIC LOCATION WHERE I RULED SUPREME...I AM CARRIED AWAY , LITERALLY...NOT ON MY OWN STRENGTH .
WHAT I DON'T REALIZE IS...ALL THIS SHIT IS FOR A REASON...I AM BEING PREPARED FOR SOMETHING...AND I STILL DIDN'T KNOW WHAT .
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